just a little something i wrote

Thoughtless
The somber ocean drifting to the depths of my mind,
It washes my thoughts away, making them so hard to find.
Theres nothing i can say my words are quiet,
No one knows my internal riot.
I have been lost,
I cannot be found,
With my voice as the ultimate cost,
And my thoughts with no sound.

You...
I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you how i feel,
i dont know about you, but i think its time for something real.

You'll never know how much you mean to me,
I only wish i could let you see.

My heart can only be opened by your key.
When im around you i am free.

Where no trouble can pursue,
When your around, i feel anew.

My mind will never be blue,
Because all that is in it are thoughts of you.


death,, yo
If I were to die today,
would everything stay?

would the world stop turning,
if my heart stopped yearning?

the beat of one drum lost,
and at what cost?

the sound of one voice gone,
the loss of one son,

if i never saw tomorrow,
would there be any sorrow?

if i were to die today,
would everything stay?

reading this makes me miss all of ya. dont think i forgot abuot yall... yall still as much as my family as we were when i could get on daily without any issues... bleh. I miss yall man.. this sucks because i have been away now for almost a year i think. I'll always be around though... always been that way